You never stopped being it for me, and last night laying in your arms at 3AM, talking about nothing and everything, you took me back through the last five years. How I was fifteen blushing as your hand stroked mine under the school desk, and then I was sixteen, kissing you on that bench by the water as day turned to night and summer turned to winter. Seventeen, when you held me in the pouring rain and promised to never let me go. And then I was eighteen, skipping rocks on deserted beaches, half way around the world, as your hand held mine. Nineteen when you broke my heart and shattered my entire world. And now I am twenty, no longer the insecure fifteen year old I once was, nor am I the melo-dramatic seventeen year old who was convinced the whole world was against her. I am twenty and I am confident, I can make myself happy, I know my place in the world and I know exactly what I want. But it is still you, it will always be you.
Through the pain, the laughter, and the tears that come from both, you have shown me what it is to love someone unconditionally and to be loved in return. Things are taken from us too quickly in this world, and I want to spend every moment with you before time passes us by.
And I wish you could see that.
Remember when it was our prom night and you gave me a hand written love letter and your first ever poem for me? Here’s an excerpt from that poem.
“All my life was a paper, once plain pure white
While my heart struggles in every part
Then you moved your pen and balanced me right
While painting your love all over my heart”
When I came home the next morning, I found out that your poem was actually a combination of your original composition and a compilation of song lyrics. Even though half of your poem wasn’t really original, I still thought it was cute and romantic. After all, it was the first ever poem a guy gave to me.
2 and a half years later, on my 18th birthday, you still gave me letters even though we broke up just a few days before. This is the first page of your last letter.
“All my life was a paper … . Paint your love on it.”
I’m still figuring out how to, I was never an artist in the first place.
I am so happy I was able to be with you for this special night! It was definitely unforgettable and we had an amazing time. You are so special to me and I love you so much <3 PROM 2013 :)
We have been together for 2 years already and our love only gets stronger and stronger. But in a month he will be leaving to boot camp for 3 months to become a Marine. I am so proud of him but it will be the longest we’ve ever been apart and he has always been the one to make me smile when I’m sad. I will miss him so much and as much as I don’t want him to go I know this is what he wants to do. In love him so much and I know I’ll never stop loving him!
His tumblr: moosemagoose.tumblr.com
my handsome boyfriend <3 we’re classmates for 3rd period and we had this debate. we had to dress formal. his team won. my team lost.. but it’s okay! :) http://rachelfever.tumblr.com/
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