We broke up. 5 days of hell. I thought you will really slip away from my hand. I thought 5 years will be put to waste. I guess we will always crawl back in each other’s arms. Where we truly belong. So many things I need to say. So many hurtful
Don’t keep your loved ones too close. Allow for fresh air to dance between you. Fly away on your own once in a while and then come back to the nest you have built in your lover’s heart. Live in harmony, not in bondage. Love is not about becoming a dominant force in someone’s life. Love is about…
In 2007 we met for the first time. It was district level science fair, and we both had projects in the psychology room. Only getting names, and not expecting to see eachother again, we RE-met in 2009 when we took the same project by pure coincidence. We actually traded contact information this time, and began talking often. By state science fair, two months later, we were good friends, “braintwins” as we said. Our similarities astounded us, and though state science fair was the last time we’d see eachother for four years, we continued to talk sporadically.. always weeks at a time between months of silence. Then, this April I was visiting the college I decided to go to, when i found out he also attended OWU. I sent a text his way, and when i pulled in at the welcome center that day, he was waiting for me outside. That day was the grand reunion; We drank coffee, walked around campus, and laughed at books in the neuroscience section of our library for a loooong time. Now, here I am, a freshman here at OWU studying neuroscience. I spend most of my days with my braintwin, best friend, and boyfriend… who happens to be a junior studying psychology. Ethan has been around for every major event in my life over the past four years, even if it was over the internet, and he continues to be the person that is always there for me. I can confidently say that I’m not going to have to live another day alone as long as we’re both alive. He’s there to giggle with, and to wipe away my tears; I can’t imagine having to share my life-the happy and the sad-with anyone else!
The day I first laid eyes on you I never pictured myself falling so deeply in love with you. I sit here and look at our pictures and reminisce everything we’ve been through and the obstacles we’ve overcome and it never gets easier. We have so many plans when we talked about going back to school, getting married, and living together on our own. I’ll never forget the expressions on your face whenever I visit you or the day I told you that I love you! Nothing mattered; not what our families or friends would say because as long as we had each other everything was perfect.
It brings me so much joy how much you have grown and changed as each day passes. It also brings me sadness for the drama and pain that we have caused to each other and the mistakes that we have done. We left so much pain in our hearts that no one can ever understand the pain that we both feel. I miss you so much that no words can ever describe. When I wake up our pictures are the first thing I look at and for a moment I close my eyes and you’re back on my arms again holding you closely while kissing your forehead. This long distance apart gets to me! When it comes to the night is the worst part of my day, I look at my bed and see the empty spot and I wait patiently until I see you once again.
You are my best friend, my world, and my life. It terrifies me to think of spending the rest of my life without you. I love you with all my heart. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you. I just hope you feel the same way. As we go through all these rough moments, I know deep inside that it can only get better.
Me and My boyfriend, Daniel were dating for 13 months. We started to fight all the time around our 10-11 month. Even though we’d fight, we were inseparable. He held me, kissed me, hugged me, he loved me. But one night after a fight, things got messy. It was a week before our 1 year anniversary. He wouldn’t talk to me or do anything. Eventually, he spoke to me and we sorted it out. Our anniversary was on the 6th of August, such a special day. A week after our 1 year, we had a fight that caused so many problems. I’d cry and cry hoping he’d talk to me, i’d try to but he just would ignore me. I knew things would go downhill from there, but a few days later things were all okay. His birthday was the 30th of August and i thought everything was fine. He said we’d be forever. He promised me marriage, babies, a life, a special life together. Infinity. It wasn’t until the 10th of September when we would fight every single day over silly things. On the 13th, he said he had a bad feeling about us and everything around him, I had asked if we would be okay and he said he didn’t know. I broke down. Would he leave me? i said to myself. On the 16th of September, he left me. He just left. He kept saying he was sorry, but wouldn’t do anything about it. I tried to make it work and fix things, but he didn’t want to. What’s a relationship without working stuff out?
I miss him so much everyday. I see him everyday with a smile on his face, but when he’d look at me, I see pain on his face. I wonder what’s going through his mind.
I love you Daniel, and I’m sorry for what made you do this to us.
best pretend birthday ever <3 just thought i’d share this w/ everyone (; this guy means a lot to me… despite him not knowing when my birthday is… well, until THIS happened (; i’m sure he won’t ever forget it now >:P
Happy 18th Monthsarry, Julius. Even though you are in the Philippines and I am here in Holland, I will always love you. Screw distance. Haha! I love you :*
I’ll be home soon.