The day I first laid eyes on you I never pictured myself falling so deeply in love with you. I sit here and look at our pictures and reminisce everything we’ve been through and the obstacles we’ve overcome and it never gets easier. We have so many plans when we talked about going back to school, getting married, and living together on our own. I’ll never forget the expressions on your face whenever I visit you or the day I told you that I love you! Nothing mattered; not what our families or friends would say because as long as we had each other everything was perfect.
It brings me so much joy how much you have grown and changed as each day passes. It also brings me sadness for the drama and pain that we have caused to each other and the mistakes that we have done. We left so much pain in our hearts that no one can ever understand the pain that we both feel. I miss you so much that no words can ever describe. When I wake up our pictures are the first thing I look at and for a moment I close my eyes and you’re back on my arms again holding you closely while kissing your forehead. This long distance apart gets to me! When it comes to the night is the worst part of my day, I look at my bed and see the empty spot and I wait patiently until I see you once again.
You are my best friend, my world, and my life. It terrifies me to think of spending the rest of my life without you. I love you with all my heart. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you. I just hope you feel the same way. As we go through all these rough moments, I know deep inside that it can only get better.
Me and My boyfriend, Daniel were dating for 13 months. We started to fight all the time around our 10-11 month. Even though we’d fight, we were inseparable. He held me, kissed me, hugged me, he loved me. But one night after a fight, things got messy. It was a week before our 1 year anniversary. He wouldn’t talk to me or do anything. Eventually, he spoke to me and we sorted it out. Our anniversary was on the 6th of August, such a special day. A week after our 1 year, we had a fight that caused so many problems. I’d cry and cry hoping he’d talk to me, i’d try to but he just would ignore me. I knew things would go downhill from there, but a few days later things were all okay. His birthday was the 30th of August and i thought everything was fine. He said we’d be forever. He promised me marriage, babies, a life, a special life together. Infinity. It wasn’t until the 10th of September when we would fight every single day over silly things. On the 13th, he said he had a bad feeling about us and everything around him, I had asked if we would be okay and he said he didn’t know. I broke down. Would he leave me? i said to myself. On the 16th of September, he left me. He just left. He kept saying he was sorry, but wouldn’t do anything about it. I tried to make it work and fix things, but he didn’t want to. What’s a relationship without working stuff out?
I miss him so much everyday. I see him everyday with a smile on his face, but when he’d look at me, I see pain on his face. I wonder what’s going through his mind.
I love you Daniel, and I’m sorry for what made you do this to us.
best pretend birthday ever <3 just thought i’d share this w/ everyone (; this guy means a lot to me… despite him not knowing when my birthday is… well, until THIS happened (; i’m sure he won’t ever forget it now >:P
Happy 18th Monthsarry, Julius. Even though you are in the Philippines and I am here in Holland, I will always love you. Screw distance. Haha! I love you :*
I’ll be home soon.
I’m 16. I’m drunk and careless, looking to have fun. But the feeling, the feeling that rose from my stomach to my chest and slowly into my throat, choking back words and tears and mostly confusion, that feeling stuck with me long after the sun rose. Childish infatuation I think, it was just a kiss.
I’m 17. And I am in love. I am consumed by you.
I’m 18. We are half way around the world together. Skipping rocks on deserted beaches, walking ancient trails your hand in mine. The drunken words and that kiss in the rain.
I’m 19. And my heart is broken. Days are long and nights too short. And all I can do is hope that through the hate, you still love me.
I’m 20. Childish infatuation? I was wrong, I think. It will always be you, I think.
Words cannot even describe how much I love this man. We have been through so much. He is just so amazing. I could go on forever about how downright perfect he is. He messages my feet, tickles my back and arms, messages my back, cooks for me, drives me places.. ALOT, and overall he just treats me better than I could ever possibly ask for or even deserve. But just recently his douchebag dad decided to kick him out of his house. Which is pretty inconvenient. Because now he has to live off of my family. My parents love him, they don’t want or expect anything from him in return. But he constantly feels like he is a burden, and the economy in San Diego county is fucking terrible, so it makes it a billion times harder to find a job, especially since he isn’t 18 till the end of November. Even though all this shit has been stressing him the fuck out, he stays so strong. He keeps a smile on his face, he still has the motivation that he needs. I really honestly look up to him. He is amazing, and wonderful.. :) But anyways, Prayers would be much appreciated. He deserves so much better, and it kills me knowing that there is nothing I can do. So pray as hard as you can for him. Because he needs it.
18 months together and still going strong..
I would put how much I love him or how our relationship is like how any other couple post..
But it will be more than 20 pages to write..
Love to hear how he’s all mineee