I have a love and it’s all that i have. Right or wrong, what can i do? I love her, I’m hers and everything she is… I am too. I love her, we’re one. There’s nothing to be done. Not a thing I can do but hold her, hold her forever. Be with her now, tomorrow and all my life.
Missing someone you can’t have is a terrible feeling. You check their facebook, and their tumblr, because you want to know how they’re doing. You read through old messages. You lay in bed at night thinking about them. You see them around and have to act like you don’t care. You cry over them. You replay memories in your head. You can’t stop doing any of these things even if you tried, because that’s all you have left of them. You rack your brains about how much you regret loosing them and how much better you could of been. But the most painful thing is, not matter what you do, you’ll never have them. It don’t matter how much you miss them, it won’t get them back. And you’re almost mad at yourself for being so weak, so stupid. Missing someone is a terrible feeling that takes time to cope with, and even then, it only gets easier, it doesn’t fade. You watch them move on and find someone better than you, and you watch them become happy, while your sitting alone being jealous as fuck and hoping whoever has them knows how lucky they are. You want them to be happy, but you want to be the reason. You don’t to be somebody they once made a mistake with and somebody they used to know. But that’s all you are. While to you, they’re the person you’ve loved the most and the person you’ll always have a soft spot for. Accepting they don’t feel the same way is really damn hard.
We have our ups and downs just like every other couple in the world. People don’t want us together. “Friends” make up stories to break us apart. Ex’s try desperately to come between us. And strangers turn us into possessive jealous monsters.
But we still fist bump when we’re talking about something we both love. We sill play fight when we’re out in public. We still take long drives to nowhere just to listen to music together. We still have nerdgasms when we talk about Batman.
And nothing anyone in the world is ever going to change that fact that I love this boy. And I always will. <3
So this…. How am I going to explain this. I’m not good with expressing my thoughts when it comes to explaining how much I love you, Ram Tolentino Barredo.
But I love you enough to stay with you through everything and anything. I love you enough to remember that our love is and will always be an open book. I love you enough to look at my ring and instantly make all my doubts, fears and worries go away. I love you enough to pinky swear that we’ll always be together through the good and most especially the bad. I love you enough to change for the better without you telling me to. I love enough to take care of us. I love you enough to allow us to grow as a couple and as individuals in the eyes of God.
I used to have a hard time picturing my future, it used to be a blur. But at least now, one thing’s clear. I see my future with you. It doesn’t matter what our future brings as long as we’re together. ♥
I honestly have no guts to tell you this in person. I’ll end up, wait I won’t even be able to start without crying like a….. walrus. =))))) :(
— Gabrielle Sophia Carandang-Barredo
These are my two best friends. She has been in love with him since day 1 which was about 3 years ago. They are each others best friends but he didn’t want anything more for the longest time. When she was finally starting to move on a little bit, he surprised her by telling her that he wanted to be with her and that the only reason he wasn’t with her before was because he didn’t want to ruin their friendship. They are now a couple as of April, 8 2012. She waited for three years. This is true love and I know they will last. I’m more than happy for them :)
Does she annoy the heck outta me? every now and then. I remember when i was younger and she used to follow me everywhere. i hated it. some days i wished i was an only child. but i’m glad i have her, i would be so bored with my life at home if i didn’t have her. yess she still annoys me or starts crying at me, but i handle it properly because yelling isn’t an option. being the oldest isn’t easy because your little sister is your mirror, anything you do reflects on who she could be. She is your witness, who sees you at your worst and best, and loves you anyway. she’s your partner in crime. Love you liddo guurl~
Love can give you strength you never knew you had. At the same time, it can be your greatest weakness. We find that we lose what had initially given us joy and are left with broken pieces of what was. What good is life if we do not fight and at least attempt to find it again.
We’re pretty awesome. (=
Through long distance, we will make it work. This will be the only communication we will have pretty soon & it will be sad but we will be stronger, for us. I love you.
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