To Those Kind Few Who Have Taken The Time To Stop—And Read,

My story is not a long one, but a short one of power and conquest. And a battle between fear and hope. 

Have you ever went through the motions of life, enjoying what it had to offer but feeling as if something essential was missing? That was me. Taking the same steps, pacing the same lengths of the same world I grew up in. I saw the same things, did the same routine, and lived the same life. Until finally, he opened the door. And it was a rush. It was as if I stepped outside the small world I had been confined in and took a deep breath of what the entire universe had to offer me. He burst into my tiny territory and conquered the fuck out of it. My mind, my body, my heart, and my soul. They were his in the sense that he completed it. They were mine yet completely and utterly his. He became my king and I, his queen. 

And then there was the fear. It has been almost 14 months of this madness. Of the overworked heart, of the entrapped butterflies, of the raw lust, and of the genuine smiles. And I’m scared. In a few months, it is almost certain that we’re going to part ways and I’m already starting to rip at that thought. Of that future that awaits me. A future where I can’t turn to him and whisper the “I love you’s” I sincerely mean, where I can’t protest in vain against the sweater sheltering me from the rain while its owner walks beside me unprotected, where I can’t share my worst puns and watch him laugh genuinely at my “adorable” efforts, where he can’t kiss me when all hell breaks loose. 

He has opened the door to a reality that I will never give up, to a love that will never be lost. Despite this overwhelming fear, he is the hope that will help me break it. 

I sincerely hope that this short story is only the beginning to an epic waiting to be written— one that has no ending and knows no tragedy. He is no Romeo, and I am no Juliet. 

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