Fuck Yeah Love! // This is Xhin. We’ve been together for about 5...

This is Xhin. We’ve been together for about 5 years now. Yesterday, everything got fucked up. I have betrayed him, hurt him so bad, and most importantly, I’ve lost his trust. I couldn’t have regretted it more.

I’ve done it so wrong, a year back, and to have hidden all these from him, has hurt him a thousand times more. How can I ever talk him into forgiving me. I’d do anything just to make things work again. I have to regain his trust, he’s worth it; he’s the one.

I’d do anything for us to be okay again. I love him, more than I have loved anyone else. He means the world to me. We’re 603 miles apart and that makes it a million times harder for me to get things solved & done. All I can do now, is to pray.

So guys, here’s a piece of advice, think a thousand times before getting yourself into anything else. Think about how he/she might feel and the consequences you’re bounded to put up with. Think about it. Even though you’re at your weakest, vulnerable, think through it, think about how your loved ones may feel. I certainly hadn’t thought clearly at that point, and it’s the biggest regret of my life.

I hope I have not ruined his life, and I would never turn out as a big fat regret. I can’t let just one stupid mistake I made ruin the entire 5 years of memories we have had together.

Hopefully, one day he’d choose to stay with me for all the other good things I’ve done right; and not the one thing I’ve done so wrong I hope he’ll choose to forgive me;- as inspired by a quote from The Vow.

Xhin, I love you, like crazy, and actions most definitely do speak louder than words. I can’t do much from here, all I can do not is pray that things would work out, but hun I swear, I’d do anything, just to see that smile on your face again.

I’m so sorry to have hurt you that way.

I hope this inspires all of you lovely couples out there. Think a million times before doing something! You’d never know how much of a loss you’re made to put up with once it’s gone.

I love you people!

I love you, Xhin.

by brensofoxy

POSTED 10 months ago ♥ 40 notes

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